"the end of everything, by my own hand"
such actions unpunished is quite a miracle. and no, death is not a punishement in this case. everyone else died too. this was utterly selfish. however, it's hard to say what would've been the right move. eden was right but they haven't always been right. i don't think there was a way to wake up from this delusion. not after diving this deep. power corrupts the soul.